Thursday 1 October 2020

Hello October | 2020


AD | Hello my lovelies, happy Thursday, and a very happy October to you all! I, for one, am so excited fo this month, being a Wiccan I always love October as its one of my favourite times of the year.

After twelve weeks of being in agony, of not being able to go outside, of not being able to stand or walk whatsoever, of being told that I am now gonna spend my life in a wheelchair, of spending countless nights awake sobbing in pain, of not being able to eat or keep food down due to the pain being so bad, of not being able to have any pain relief whatsoever, of my body shaking out of nowhere because of the agony, of having Phil take time off work, of my parents having to come to our home at midnight because I wasn't able to cope, of nurses and doctors making me wait and cancelling appointments and telling me to "cope with the pain"... at the start of September, I was finally given some pain relief and I couldn't be happier.

During the middle of the month, I was starting to get into the swing of wheelchair life a bit more and then the steroid injection of pain relief wore off and the pain has come back. This whole coronavirus lockdown time is horrible for us lot of people who are suffering from health problems. I never talk about politics on my website but I really wish that shitty Boris Johnson would actually do his job properly and sort all of this mess out.

Even though I'm still in absolute agony, I'm ending the month feeling super positive and motivated for October. October is one of my favourite months of the year and after the year we have all had so far, I'm excited to start feeling all cosy and a little spooky.

I'd love to know your thoughts so please leave me a little comment of love below and let me know your views? I'm sending you all so much love for a wonderful day x

With love, Alisha Valerie. x

19 comments:

  1. Sending you so much love and best wishes for an amazing, easier October ❣️
    Blessed be,
    Saph x

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  2. I am so sorry that life has been so difficult but mostly so painful for you, it certainly sounds like better times are coming for you.

    Sending much love to you x x

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  3. I'm so sorry to hear of the pain you have been going through Alisha, I can't even begin to imagine what it has been like for you. I hope you have an amazing October like you deserve to have! x

    Lucy | www.lucymary.co.uk

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  4. I wish you a blessed month. This is one of my favrotie months and I'm excited as well haha.

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  5. I'm so sorry you've been having such a rough time, I hope October is easier for you! You are doing amazing and just hang on in there, things will get better again <3 <3 your blog is so lovely! <3 xxx

    elizabeth ♡ ”Ice Cream” whispers Clara

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  6. Sending you all my love and I hope that October brings you lots of happiness and positivity!

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  7. Oh I'm so sorry you've been going through so much! I'm glad you finally got some pain relief and things have started to improve. I hope you have an incredible October x

    Sophie
    www.glowsteady.co.uk

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  8. Hope this month will be better for you!

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  9. Sending you all the love my darling, hope the next month brings you less pain!

    Love, Amie ❤
    The Curvaceous Vegan

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  10. Sorry to hear about the pain. Hope October is a wonderful month for you!

    Mel 🌙 | Moonlight Mel

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  11. I'm so sorry to heard about the pain you've been experiencing gal, I hope it improves for you this month! I'm all with you on Boris he's an idiot and I wish he would do a better job of leading us too x

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  12. Glad you got some relief from your pain, hope October is a better month ��

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  13. autumn and winter are my favourite months!

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  14. Hi from Australia! I adore October in London/Paris, my favourite time of the year. We don't celebrate Halloween in Australia, and to be honest, it is far too hot to go outside much (I live in the middle of the desert), but I enjoy looking at blogs where it is cooler x

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  15. I'm glad that you have a good outlook for October! Wishing you all the luck to get through everything and I hope that October is a great month for you 💜

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  16. Happy October lovely! I am so glad that you're feeling positive about this month, it could bring so many happy memories for all of us!

    Rosie

    loverosiee.co.uk

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  17. Hope October brings you all the joy and fun you deserve. Sorry for the pain you've been dealing with.

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  18. Sending you lots of love. I hope October goes a little better for you.

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  19. Hope you're doing okay, chick X

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