Its 2.38am on a very cold and dark Tuesday Spring early hours, I can hear both my husband and our little puppy snoozing away soundly in our bedroom, and yet I'm sat on the sofa in our living room with a warm blanket thinking about my life.
I have to admit if you would have told me ten years ago that this was going to be my life or I'd have gone through what I have been through I would have laughed at you and told you to fuck off - I've been engaged (twice), been cheated on, had my heart broken, got married, became pregnant, heartbreakingly lost our little girl, sadly lost both our cat and dog, moved home (seven times), been backstabbed by so-called 'friends', been bullied and made fun of by other bloggers that I trusted, been diagnosed with osteoporosis and been the victim of disability hate crime.
I think going through everything and not having a break down has made me such a stronger person and that's what I've been sat here for the past hour or so thinking about.
So I just wanted to share a little thought to anyone who may be going through a bad time please stay strong because I promise you that sometime in your life you'll look back and realise that you are a strong person, you have survived what you went through and you didn't give up. Please never give up, and please remember to always be kind to every single person that you meet because you have no clue what other people are going through.
I hope you are all having the best day and I'm sending everyone love, happiness and positive vibes.